Monday, August 04, 2003
arghh... feel bad. havent been studying very much at all... bleahz...:( i just noticed... i repeat this pretty often. hmm... ok well. wadever. today wasnt so bad at all... considering the fact that i was early fer sch... didnt get into any lousy trouble n got to talk to all my frenz as usual... lucky me got into a nice class... just realised that theres sooo much gossip going ard... much more than i thought there was... its only after u hang ard with a grp of ppl after a while u realise that they do have faults after all... n sometimes finding out abt some stuff isnt so pleasant at all... especially when the bad stuff is abt someone u regard as a friend... sigh~ man. mayb im just plain unobservant... abt everything thats been going on. arh. wadever. doesnt concern mi... shldnt be bothered right? hehz. ill try not to be so kaypoh. *change of subject* at home... everythings pretty much ok... have been trying to behave n do more housework than usual... as my mums not ard... didnt know id miss her so:( somehow i feel some part of mi is missing... man... how dependent can i get!!! thats y i doubt ill ever survive studying overseas... i just have this strong need fer the ppl most dear to mi to be ard mi ... like a baby right... =p how soppy can i get. damn. its just been wad... over a day???!!!you are a loser at 10:10 PM
