Monday, November 10, 2003
i hope the holidays turn out fine... i really do... it seems pretty gd up ahead... ive got a job... nice plans n not much to study for... oh well... though i better spend most of it studying and working=p damn. i hope i dont screw up my first job... its a little scary come to think of it... i dont know when i can manage to muster up the courage to call them up n say that im ready fer work... am i? i could just imagine myself dropping wine n screwing up the orders... n all the embarrassment... urgh. its probably one of the last few jobs ive been thinking of doing... but i really need the cash... wanna get that stupid $49 skirt... its only after u do the maths... u realise that money really doesnt come so easily... ive to work fer like 8+ hours to afford that?! these 8 hours are better off spent sleeping. damn. i dont even know if the skirt is still there... was the last one on the rack. hope i get it. for once i hope that no one else in singapore can fit into that skirt. i know this sounds sooo bimbotic but argh. wadever. im sure everyone else has a bit of bimboness deep within themselves right. haha. stupid logic. time to take a catnap... so i can stay awake for 'are u hot?' ...you are a loser at 9:46 PM