Thursday, December 11, 2003
so lazy to bloggg nowadays man... been so occupied... going out... work... wadever shit i can do... oh yea. and homework. so proud of myself. completing it soon but dont think my grades are improving... oh well. and i think ive lost a bit of that writing thing... erk. ive been feeling a whole lot of stuff... have been really up and down... just a few days back i dreaded going back to work... after that 3am thing... its really good to have contacts... so exchanging phone numbers would really be useful... i shld have done so... even though i dont really fancy the people there... some of them seem nice enough to help a newbie like me... i didnt know that work was sooo tiring.... the money is good but somehow it doesnt seem as exciting... cos i really dont know what to spend it on. i can think of a million things to buy with that cash... but is it really worth it buying all that stuff just for me...??? how abt someone else who deserves it better....??? xmas is coming n i am racking my brains trying to come up with nice gifts that arent too pricey and arent too cheap.oh yea. just another thought... how fragmented this entry is going to turn out:p i really cant stand players... u really cant judge a person by first impression... thats what i learnt at work... i dont like guys who go ard trying to get girls when they are attached.... theres sooo much insincerity... he is being so totally unfair to the girl he is dating... the pooor poor girl. he seemed so nice at first... nvm the ah beng image... i thought mayb i could just overlook that cos he really did not seem that bad... then when i learnt hes quite a player... it just kind of spoiled the good impression. these people really spoil everything... i know im not in such a gd position to complain so much abt this type of people... cos not long ago i was guilty of being such a person... i believe that someday i may get retribution. i felt sooo bad that i know ill never ever do such a thing again. mayb im just being paranoid. i really love the person i am with now... and i dont know what ill do if it ever happens... some would think im stupid to invest all my feelings and my time and practically everything else into this relationship but i guess its a risk ill have to take... anyway ill just trust him for now... he'll be going away... ill miss him a whole damn lot... ever since i got together with him... he means the world to me...
you are a loser at 10:29 PM
