Wednesday, January 14, 2004
argh. i have been having crazy mood swings of late. i am getting upset for no apparent reason... n the littlest things irritate me... school is SUCH a drag... n im getting so distracted. i cant do my work. i havent started n its already 1043... today is really a complete waste of time for me lar. think the most productive thing ive done all day was to go running with the ping pong girls... at least that would have made me cheerful for a while... after running u just feel damn good. NOT during though. i was like half dying cos i just had lunch n some of yvonnes strawberry chocolate... which was NICe btw... super full n stuff... oh ... and we just slacked at ping pong today... watched the soccer training... the way they play makes me wanna go play too... though its a well known fact in class that i dont bother to join in when they play those kind of games. hehz.well anyway. i luv this blog. its such a gd place to vent ur frustrations on... i feel bloody f*cked up even though nothing REALLy BAD happened today. am i feeling insecure again as usual?? mayb... argh. i hate this i hate everything damn it i dont wanna go to school... i am DREADING school... i hate waking up early walking to school feeling half sick frm that half eaten breakfast...
i just feel so depressed and i dont know why...
i just wanna release all those dreadful feelings but somehow i cant bring myself to do so...
you are a loser at 10:54 PM
