Saturday, April 17, 2004
dance night last night was good. saw the ac dancers on stage. saw some other ppl i knew... talked to some old friends for a while in mg. did so too at athens... beef was really really good. better than what i remembered the last time. felt a little extra at mg though. the ppl i saw... we knew each other for many years but never ever really spoke. u could just imagine the awkwardness when my own friends started talking to others. yes i do have quite a few gd friends from mg but they just werent there last night. the problem was that i remember being in a few cliques here n there but they dissolved over the years... n so did the friendship. sometimes im not even on a hi-bye basis with those i used to hang with. no i have nothing against them at all. but we just got used to not talking to each other... its sad but theres really nothing to say anymore. the only ones i really can still talk to are those from the old class of 4b3... like 1 or 2 frm choir... the ones who are still in school with me at ac... or those on my msn contact list online. the rest... are just restricted to that really impersonal friendster. oh well. at least i know what has become of them now right? mayb someday ...you are a loser at 3:47 PM
