Tuesday, April 06, 2004
theres a huge backlog of work now cos of tournament... n im not doing anything abt it... keep telling myself to but theres this strong strange force just holding me back. i think its called laziiness. hmmm. yup. n i have succumbed to it completely. i really cant be bothered now. i know this is really bad cos ive got a couple of wks left to terms but really... oh n im really out of shape. i feel myself getting flabbier by the day. everyday i come back n all i wanna do is eat cookie dough ice cream. i snacked right before dinner. i actually feel kinda guilty now. hehz. oh whatever...:pshit. going to sleep in sch tmr. im sooo tired. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo soooo tired. i actually fell asleep while watching this really interesting show... n i didnt reply my messages until like.. now??? everyday i feel energy slipping away... nowadays its just using that itty bitty bit of energy left to do the bare minimum of what i should be doing at sch.... i find myself unable to concentrate. even during that stupid gp paper one today i found myself just drifting off... thinking abt a 1001 other things. oh. n i had a really gd n deeeep sleep in the heritage. think ill go there for future monday free periods. besides the oil smell... its perfect for an afternoon snooze.
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