Saturday, October 30, 2004
its the start of A levels n im extremely stressed now.yesterday was probably one of the worse days of my life. ironic cos im supposed to be happy. i felt guilty cos i just realised that the ppl who mean the most to u are the ppl u treat the worst. n u expect the most from them as well... n if they dont meet ur expectations u get petty n... urgh. i dont wanna talk abt it anymore
anyway. abt exams... bio prac was a total disaster i had to fake my results n did not finish a 9 marks planning. so yea. there gos my A. chem prac... soso... a lot better... though i realised some of my answers dont tally with the teachers'... ah well who cares. its over. yup. im really scared u know. i suddenly lost the motivation to study cos ive been doing too much of it lately... im a total disaster right now. im fat n lazy n cant even climb a flight of steps without panting. really cant wait for all this to be over... cant wait to catch up with everyone ... cant wait to learn driving... cant wait to shop n go broke... cant wait to eat till i puke... cant wait to spend more time with him... cant wait to watch so much tv till i go blind. im so gonna have fun after this.
you are a loser at 11:32 AM
