Thursday, March 10, 2005
hmm what can i say... my life has changed quite a bit since the last time i posted. good changes i hope... well. for once in a long time... i can actually say that im happy. i feel a sense of closure. a little sad no doubt... but excited... a little bit of guilt at what i have done... but at the same time... im happy... i dont wish to elaborate. this blog is a lot more public than i had previously thought. lotsa ppl that barely know me have been reading it. wonder if i shld be flattered or irritated at the intrusion of privacy. oh well. who cares. im glad i got .. decent grades at the As... although i really wished for perfection in that result slip. A B B. not that bad i guess. went out to celebrate after that. ya know... guys are really nothing without their hair. thats what a friend said to me. n thats mostly true man. (besides andre agassi) anyway im less disappointed than how i was at the O level results release. went back to work the next day... went to chinablack with some ppl. did some idiotic things. also did other things... that... would change my life. i wonder if this time is the real thing... but.. one can nv be 100% sure right. although that didnt stop me from having a great time on that day... the day after... n yesterday. but im not about to let my guard down. i was just getting settled into a nice comfortable life alone... so now its going to take some time to get used to... not being alone again... :) i dont know if things will last so... ill just enjoy my life as it is now... need to catch up with old friends too... need to recover from the terrible cough that has caused numerous inconveniences since chinese new year. that reminds me... medicine time.. argh. how dreadful. i HATE antibiotics. they dont seem to work man. bleah... my two day MC is almost over already.... sigh!!!! back to work tmr!!! but im not dreading it so much anymore....you are a loser at 9:52 PM
