Thursday, March 03, 2005
its been unbearably humid these days... today work was... busy enough... so im satisfied. no weird thoughts would pop into my head when im real busy. 2 more days... and ill have a better idea on what to do with my boring little life... least for the whole of this year. ive had a lot of ideas in my head... but nv got ard to following up. i made plans... wanted to do this and that... but i dont know if id bother with it in the end. oh well. dreams are good. they keep u sane. i hate making phone calls to unfamiliar places to make queries abt stuff. i dont know if its the unexplainable fear that i have of talking to strangers or just sheer laziness thats keeping me from calling. well. mayb its not so much of fear.it just makes me uncomfortable. whatever man. anyway. i actually cant wait to get to work tmr. at least i'd be doing something useful. im really thankful i have a job man... i m pretty contented with this one but sometimes i wished something more interesting came along. i always wanted to work in animal shelters but never really got around to finding out how to get a job there. i love animals... especially dogs... i dont even mind just doing volunteer work. mayb it might give my unfulfilling life some meaning.you are a loser at 1:32 AM
