Monday, April 11, 2005
i think i shall tender my resignaation tmr. realised that many ppl are quitting their job. n... i dont think i can hold out for another month now. i feel kind of sad having to leave but... at the same time... its liberating... the mere thought of having the priveledge of sleeping late n waking up late. having to spend more time with..........n with everyone else as well.:) n .. i wanna take up my dance classes.. i ll try to persuade my paernts to let me learn my driving. n perhaps ill take a short holiday. sigh. how fun right! at the same time... argh. i dont know. where am i going to get money then. i spent $600+ during the month of MARCH. thats like more than twice of my usual. hes right i guess. ive been spending WAYYY too much. on new clothes (which are still hanging in my cupboard with the labels intact)... n expensive food. yup. i ate at dome cafe everyday for a short period of time... spending at least $15 for a meal. .. as crazy as it sounds. argh. n the whole cab fare shit. i have to STOP this man. n whats even more worrying is that i dont feel that much guilt anymore. i spent $170 at the salon. this is just crazy man. n fuck. cramps are just getting to me. SO AWFULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ARGHHHHHHHHHH. shld get some sleep. relatives were just commenting abt how dreadfully conspicuous my dark eye rings have become of late. result of less than 6 hours of sleep everyday. just look at the times i post my blog.i just cant sleep early. im breaking the habits tonight. or at least ill try to.you are a loser at 12:15 AM
