Friday, May 13, 2005
u know what. today was going soooo great. n then YOU decided to message. yes YOU. didnt i tell you NOT to contact me unless its VERY important? fuck . my bfs pissed. u know what. I DIDNT FUCKING LIE TO HIM BUT HES NOT GOING TO FUCKING BELIEVE THAT COS SOMEHOW ALL THE "EVIDENCE" COMES UP AGAINST ME. N U KNOW WHAT. I KNOW ITS KIND OF MY FAULT FOR BEING SO NICE TO ACTUALLY REPLY COS I KNOW HOW SHITTY IT FEELS TO BE IGNORED. I DONT KNOW... MAYB IM NOT ANGRY AT YOU. MAYB ITS ME THAT IM ANGRY AT. BUT WTF THIS IS THE 2ND TIME IVE "MESSED UP". LIKE FOR ONCE CAN I JUST BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WHERE I DONT SCREW UP >>/?????? I DONT NEED PROBLEMS LIKE THESE... WELL YEA. IT SEEMS THAT I LIED OR SOMETHING. BUT ITS NOT INTENTIONAL. I SERIOUSLY FUCKING FORGOT TO MENTION IT TO HIM. BUT WHOD BELIEVE THAT HUH... HES BEEN NOTHING BUT NICE. N WHAT DID I DO??? I ACTUALLY BROKE A PROMISE I MADE TO HIM SOME TIME AGO. EXTREMELY STUPID OF ME DONT YOU THINK? TODAYS ONE HELL OF A FUCK UP. i wish i had someone to talk to now.you are a loser at 10:08 PM
